/me sighs

I'm sorry everyone, and some of you may celebrate when you hear this but I already asked the admins to delete me account on here.

I just have to say, you guys have been amazing, amazing friends, amazing to talk to, amazing to laugh with. Without you all, this place would not be considered a home. as some people have said, yes i practically live here.

Things have been getting stressful for me, and people have told me to simply take a break, but I think it may be easier if i just stop coming on altogether.

I need to get my life together and my summer break is ending soon. I completely loved coming on here all the time and talking with some of you, but now I need to stop. I just need to get away for a bit I'll be on isketch occasionally but I dont know how often.

I may or may not have hurt some of you but for those I have hurt, I am so sorry. I have tried to help people smile but in the end I ended up crying myself. I know it seems sad, but thats the way I am. No, I'm not looking for pity, or whatever. I'm just explaining why I'm leaving. Dont know if you care or not. but *hugs*

Some people have said i've treated the friends thing like a popularity contest. and I hope i haven't. truly? i was looking for friends because I just like people in general. I like mostly everyone on here. tbh. I guess when I lost some friends at school, I looked for more on here. hoping to find someone that I could talk to or hang out with. I didn't mean to use anyone or hurt anyone. but I guess I ended up doing that anyway.

/me gives everyone a big hug <3
i'll miss you all, but I need to move on.
some last notes
sarah, im so sorry :( i didnt mean to ignore you or whatev
AJ you really was a great friend to me, i didnt mean to use you, I truly liked talking to you
jobe im sorry for...well, you know what I'm talking about
ches, deadlock, deadpan, thanks for letting me make fun of you guys without you getting too mad. you guys are amazing, in the arcade too. win a couple tetris tournys for me deadpan?
for everyone else, i just cant think of anything to say really. i love you all <3 and i wish i didnt have to leave all of you behind but this is the end of it all for me <3

there are really amazing people on here, and im happy i got the chance to meet you guys and talk with you. I'll miss the arcade tournaments, the posting on other people's profiles and forum games. i'll miss coming here and reading all of the messages left for me too. but most of all i'll miss you guys <3
i'll still be around isketch <3 so say hi sometime i guess.

<3 yous
-Jen (numbers), aka, jenga, jenjen, jen939706, jenni, chatterbox, blabbermouth,

P.S. through all the drama on this site, I have to say, its not worth it. the arguments are not worth it, just insulting one another, its not worth it. I've seen some of it, been a part of others, and have never understood others. and it hurts to see people that can't just ignore someone they don't like.

I'm sorry you've had such a rocky experience here lately. I totally understand where you're coming from. Good luck with everything, you're an awesome girl and I'm glad to have talked to you even for a brief while on here. I hope you feel better after taking a step back...I know I do.

I loves you
(((((((((((hugs))))))))))

there are really amazing people on here, and im happy i got the chance to meet you guys and talk with you. I'll miss the arcade tournaments, the posting on other people's profiles and forum games. i'll miss coming here and reading all of the messages left for me too. but most of all i'll miss you guys <3

Even though I haven't known you for long Jen it's been great to know you. I understand the situation and wish you every success for the future. Sometimes you just need to take some time out to organise yourself.

i'll still be around isketch <3 so say hi sometime i guess.

I'm glad you'll still be visiting on occasions, just make sure you drop by the Science room :biggrin:

* db1986 lives in Sci

Take care <3

Aww Jen, didn't see that one coming! Well, have fun and good luck with whatever you decide to focus on!



As a side note:
I've always been surprised of the underground drama of this board (though I think it used to be much much worse), but I've usually managed to steer clear of that quite well. Cue a stream of PMs ;)

*Big hugs for Jen*

I have loved getting to know you some Jen! You are a sweet person and will be missed! Best of luck in your studies! And I hope I see you on iSketch sometime! <3

/me hugs and kisses Jenni 1,000,000,000 times

bye Jenni, we will miss you. You were my favorite member here.

/me cries so much that it causes the earth to go under water

Awww, reece, that was too cute.

/me gives reecer6 a big box of tissues
Jen, it's not too late to just take a break for a few days. You're still a junkie so you can just PM the Peter/Ches and tell them you were drunk when you sent that message lol :razz:

On a serious note, I'd like to make it clear that despite what may or may not have happened, I'm not mad at jenni in anyway and I hope you're reading this Jen cos I mean what I say. You're making it sound like you've done something wrong but you haven't. I understand that some things are a bit stressful for you and lately your interest in iSketch has faded a bit. I'm glad to hear that there was one thing that made you stay over the last few weeks because I think you've learnt a lot over that time.

Everyone here uses iSketch and/or the forum to run away from real life issues and that helps a lot. Sometimes, the online world can be filled with dramas in some way and that can bug a few people. When that happens, just take a break. We all do it and there's no harm in it. It's good to find a balance but it's not always easy; I'm still finding the balance in my life between education and leisure after all these years. No-one is perfect, I promise.

I'm seriously hoping you take some time and rethink your decision. We all need a place to run to when things are rubbish so let this be your place. You have problems, I have problems, personally I think everyone on this forum has problems :twisted: but you've made friends here and there are people who can help, even if it's just to take your mind off stuff :)

/me gives Jen a huggle :)

ok guys, so, i spent this entire day talking to like everyone bout this decision and I guess after reading everything here, all the convos, and like...whatever posts i may have gotten, I've realized that my decision was way too hasty.

Also, I've realized i completely love you guys :( and soooooo cannot leave you guys. yeah, i have issues, -_- dont need to tell me that :P but i think that just all the friendships I made here are soooo much more important than my messed up issues.

so heres what i've finally decided, i wont be around the forum for a couple weeks, but i'll be back. I figure a clean start is what I need atm. no way am i ditching isketch though :) <3 and if you want my msn or whatevs. just ask. but i better not get spammed -_- thats my job ;) <3

oh, btw i really hope that whenever i tend to spam, I make you guys smile. i hate it when someone is feeling bad/sad/mad. and i only spam to make people smile..... :):D<3333

love you guys <3

I completely agree with AJ and think that you have made a good decision. Take time to relax and organise, and remember that friends, old and new, are here when you get back <3

* db1986 gives Jen a big hug

Your application for removal would have been denied anyway. Not letting you go that easy! ;o)

Come play with us jenni. Forever... and ever... and ever... :twisted:

Good to hear you decided to stay ;)

win a couple tetris tournys for me deadpan?

I'll do that even if you're here? ;P Of course, it's going to be significantly harder, since you're a really good tetris player.

i'll beat you eventually deadpan :P

and heyyy, seriously ches?!?! ah well, probably for the best. :P im addictedddd but seriously, im taking a break. -_- :P (am i bipolar or somethin?.....)

......what a twist! XB

good to have you back Jenn

Aww Jenn, your posts were really touching and I honestly can say that I understand. You might have noticed that up until a few weeks ago I wasn't on here or iSketch for a few months. I just needed a break. I think my life and this online world got way, way too closely intertwined for a while. And I know people who don't interact with people this way online - for example my college friends, don't understand that this online "world" is just as real as your every day life. And of course, like real life, there is drama. You laugh, you cry, you get a little of everything. And most of all, you make lasting friendships, (I'm so very grateful for those), maybe even get your heart broken a few times (I've cried over people on here, not ashamed to say it..).

I'm still working on finding the perfect balance, and I really believe that you will too. So take all the time you need, and good luck! :-)

Yeah, come on. I take breaks from iSketch all the time, but I'm always back on!! This is just one of those times for you! You can handle it. It'll work out. :)

We'll all TTYL!

aww we'll miss u! i'll see u on isketch tho :) xxx tc

:D Very nice to hear that you aren't leaving, but perhaps you'll regret accepting the nickname of Jenga in your original post. Foxy will be making you pay for that. :D

I think we all get to the point, iSketch related or otherwise, where we feel we just need a complete break to get our heads together and, more often than not, it works. Take some time out, enjoy life and then wander back to this site when you're ready - it'd not be the same without you on here.

Bye Jen.. xx

Moments later...

Hi Jen :D
Enjoy your time off :) Glad you're not deleting your account.

Way to get our hopes up, Jen. ;)

I've only been a member of this board for a week or so, and I don't know you at all...but I can tell you that this some of the craziest stuff i've ever read.

Wow...just wow!

I've only been a member of this board for a week or so, and I don't know you at all...but I can tell you that this some of the craziest stuff i've ever read.

Wow...just wow!

Had a pretty dull life so far?

Had a pretty dull life so far?

Absolutely!

duhhhh! silly jennn..silly girllll D: who cares about other peoples opinion of you? come back soon.......

...who cares about other peoples opinion of you? ...
You've misread Jen's original message. She was saying she needs to take a break because her life seems pretty stressful at the moment. It's not people are thinking or saying bad things about her. Please read the posts properly in future and don't attempt to turn the situation into something it's not. Thank you :)

I was sad, but now I'm happy. I don't know you too well, Jen, but you seem very bubbly and friendly. I'm glad you're not leaving cause the boards would have been a bit duller without you.